I continue to fight the embodiment of my helplessness and frustration. But this time, things are much clearer. I know what I should and I'm ready for war.
In what war can he be? A battle against myself, an inner struggle that never ceases. I'm my worst enemy. Easy to say, easy to identify and define ... The source of all my problems and all my problems lies in the depths of my being ...
is finished. I have no strength to fight in a rigged fight. Neither want to have to follow the rules of a game I do not wish to participate. I have just quit. Stop me in the face veil covering my dreams and hopes, stop imagining that Good will prevail over evil and that at the very end of my travels ... when I would have finally found ... I must take my idea from my mind, this I always had faith in you. You never save me ...
But I shall reign. Without my principles, devoid of any emotion, in denying my convictions giving way to abandonment. I will reign. Even if you never want me, even if the Betrayal and Disgrace are kings, despite the fall of my mind and my Way. I will reign. A Reign dark, sad and unclean.
I Good and Evil. The Sword of my destiny. I have the ability to move me in my time and my space. I am the only one able to fight me. The help and friendship will not change anything. Or even love in the idea of Good. Much less revered idols of evil.
The heavens vast and majestic are my only hope of salvation. In the Infinite Cold Void Space, I can see the Future, Energy, Passion. Beyond our sky is located in deep space. It was there that the secrets of our resident Life, the reason for our creation. The Darkness Transcendent of this cosmos does not yet allow me to understand the purpose of my questioning, or even know what decision I should take.
But I shall reign. By sacrificing everything for what I believe, by abandoning my convictions and my faith. I will reign. No limit to my ability, without anyone or anything to hinder me. I will reign. In the Abyss, this black hole sucking all matter, I burn and I am free. I disappear in the same movement and I am reborn. For the first time I'm there.
So I will overcome. A victory dark, sad and unclean.